December 2009
13 posts
this is a day late but that's ok ;)
Tuesday, December 29  You can already feel the change starting. The stars are getting antsy, and the pace of your life has picked up considerably — and there’s no end in sight. Fortunately, it’s exactly the kind of change you’ve been hoping for, and you’re ready to throw a huge fete to celebrate it. You may feel guilty if you stay up too late tonight, but go ahead...
Dec 31st
Dec 28th
In case they look at you funny, Jena, when you tell them of your loftiest dreams, goals, and car, all you have to do is turn your head sideways, raise an eyebrow, and slowly say, “I… have… connections….” Because you do. Me, The Universe
Dec 23rd
this song’s going to you the one who’s so confused the one who feels so used you don’t have to wait for all this silly fate for things you cannot make hey, what are you going to say? what are you going to do? when it’s all said and done I watched you from afar wishing on every star saving every penny and I used to feel the same like everything’s a game ...
Dec 19th
I hear something out there callin’ my name No matter where I turn it all looks the same I never sleep at night, I just stay up and wait But the burning in my blood never came Will I know it? Will I know it? Will I know it when I see it?
Dec 18th
““There is no sun without shadow, and it is essential to know the...”
– Albert Camus
Dec 12th
Friday, December 11  You’re hungry, but for what? Maybe you’re hungry to find some meaning in life beyond your usual day-to-day concerns. The urge could send you down unexplored paths. You may grope your way blindly for a while and could perhaps even stumble once or twice. However, in many ways, the search is its own reward. Stay true to your purpose despite obstacles and setbacks.
Dec 12th
I want something else to get me through this semi-charmed kind of life
Dec 11th
“it’s me & the moon,” she says…
Dec 7th
Although I feel I’ve grown quite a bit as a person over the past few years and have a tougher skin, I sometimes wish I were less sympathetic of others.  I’ve learned so much about myself and in relation to many surrounding me.  This year has been an insanely transitional time and I’ve realized through some awesome and not-so-awesome instances who & what is valued and...
Dec 6th
Should you choose to go, do, and be, Jena, at the end of your life, shocked and dismayed, you’ll likely exclaim that because of all the uncanny events, wild timing, weird coincidences, and sheer chance encounters, all of your life’s good fortune must have been your destiny. Or, should you choose to wait, wish, and hope, at the end of your life, shocked and dismayed, you’ll...
Dec 6th
some are reaching, few are there wandering from a hero’s chair some are scared to fly so high well, this is how we have to try have no envy and no fear have no envy, no fear brother, brother, we all see you’re hiding out so painfully see yourself come out to play a lover’s rain will wash away you envy and you fear so have no envy, no fear when your sister turns to leave only when...
Dec 4th
If you were here...12/01/01
Thank you, Jess, for sharing this with me.  It’s perfect. if you were here I know that you would truly be amazed at what’s become of what you made if you were here you would know how I treasured every day how every single word you spoke echoes in me like a memory of hope when you were here you could not feel the value that I placed on every look that crossed your face when...
Dec 2nd